++ Empty !!

Controversies!!Baseless allegations!!Hate!!Insult!!Loss!!Shock!!Loneliness!!Emptiness..Life is sucha rollercoaster..one moment you are highly low!the other really high..happiness and sadness are such a part of life..but what if only the latter keeps coming your way!!all those efforts put in don’t seem to show any result..all those statements pierce you..rip you off!!those mysteries remain unsolved..those false praises seem to unveil the hidden truth..those words stab..that laughter hurts..those tears dry..that fake love.. that fake statement..that fake smile..everything seems so different..everything so farce..ironically the only one cribbing is you!!and the world laughs!!no one seems to understand..no one seems to hear..that when emptiness creeps in and you are gripped with fear..when life seems meaningless..when you just dont know where to go..the hatred is intense so is the guilt..but you cant erase it..you have to live with it..you wonder what were you up to then..wht were you thinking..what made you take those random decisions that now you are repenting..this may seem like a rhyme but nothing else comes to the mind..lost in the puzzle of time..that whn emptiness creeps in..it makes you feel meek,it makes you feel weak..that zest that zeal seems to be lost sumwhere..where no man can find..the hollow in the heart stops you from working..the air makes your throat go dry..your thinking fails yourself and you wonder was that mine..will it ever be mine..tears seem to fade away..Consolations you don’t find..rather dont want..and all you do is whine..Abuses wont have an effect, hurls wont make a difference..life comes to a complete full stop..those blessings turn into curses..those promises are broken..those moments lost..that adventure seems to lead to no new venture..hope seems to be lost in the dark..faith is a dream..love cant be seen..you don’t need attention..you don’t want that fake affection..you don’t need touch..you don’t need hate..you don’t need love..you find no comfort in anything by and large..you don’t want that pity..Numb!!that you have become..That when you feel Empty !